Fishy Nightmares and Daytime Delight!

I probably whimpered again in my sleep last night, as I had another nightmare. This time it was about Trident.

So it starts off with just Trident in his tank. But for some odd reason, I guess I felt the need to buy another goldfish AND a seahorse too! So I put both of them into Trident's tank. I start wondering what the hell is wrong with me; not only is that tank not big enough for 3 fish, but seahorses probably require special tropical fish tank settings! Then I notice there's a plastic baggie on the ground with what appears to be a third goldfish, only it's floating at the surface, obviously dead. I start freaking out and check on the fish in the tank. One goldfish is still alive but kinda floating at the top like it's dying, so I (for some weird reason) blow on it to push it back down below the surface. Then it seems okay. But I can tell the seahorse is pretty much dying. So later BOTH fish look like they're dying or already dead, floating at the top. And I'm STILL trying to blow them back down, but I think I eventually give up and start mourning Trident's death.

Needless to say, I was freaked out when I woke up. But I'm pretty sure I had the dream after falling back asleep after waking up at 8 to open the door for the Cable guy. [Who asked me if I was over 18 and I spent a good 30-60 seconds staring at him, really wondering if I was. I was still half asleep.]

In other news, I am feeling much better today. Chest and stomach anxiety has disappeared, probably because I feel like a weight has been lifted from almost completely tying off the loose ends of my past relationship. I'm feeling good. The future looks promising. I'm not stuck in the past, but reading my old blog makes me happy to know how much I've grown.

Not quite sure what adventures I'll have today. There's a few things I know I'd like to do or get done:

• There's still more laundry to do (I haven't even gotten to MY clothes yet XD). 
• Get started on my cosplay.
• Aaand figure out what level of cute/modest or skanky I'm going to make it.
• Keep working on getting Trident's tank clean. 
• Ordering de-chlorinator for Trident's tank.
• Contacting the people who said they wanted to adopt the boy mice. 
• Drinking mountain dew. 
• Starting my new Chronicles of Jar fictional stories. 
• Keep reading my old weblog. 
• Figure out New Years Eve plans.
• Having had a good break from the stresses of school, and having the emotional side of me somewhat tamed for now, I'm also craving some intellectual activities and discussions! 
• And finally, finding out how I can get a flower like THIS! Courtesy of the interwebz.